Awkward

It's been a while. Quite a while. I'm not sure if I should apologize for my absence or apologize for my return. Either way, I apologize. I've had much to process and I'm not nearly finished processing.

Writing used to be cathartic for me, and I'm hoping once I get into a rhythm, it won't feel so awkward.

I lost my biggest fan and one of my strongest supporters. My sister, who I wrote about before, is at rest. Her passing has left a rift in me deeper and wider than any chasm on earth.

So while I want to write, all of my thoughts are sister-centric. That might be something I'll share in the future, but right now, they are private thoughts.

Eventually, I'll get back to writing about my MS because that's the reason I started this blog. Not today, though. Today, I just wanted to dip my toe in the ocean and test the waters.

Thanks for being patient.